• just_kitten
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    24 days ago

    Too frazzled and flustered to get my promised salmon. I can’t handle any more changes of environment after psych session. I feel sensitive to every possible thing that could go wrong. I found a fix to something I urgently need to do at work. Now I’m stuck in a BSOD boot loop… Joy… the error message is CRITICAL_PROCESS_DIED which sounds somewhat apt.

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        24 days ago

        Go gently

        Uh, I think I heard somewhere that we shouldn’t go gently ^into that goodnight^ 👀

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        24 days ago

        I thought I’d replied but classic me I’d typed it all out and forgot to hit Reply! I am going gently at the moment… RAGE is for tomorrow.

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      24 days ago

      Farrk I’m so sorry Kitten, that sucks balls. Totally get ya on the post-psych sensitivity ugh.

      I know it’s all nuts right now, and you’re feeling crappy, just make sure to set aside some self care time and treat yourself 💜💜 sending you my good vibes

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        I think it was just like normal sensitivity that got ramped up to extra after psych (I got some good stuff off my chest but also brought up some tense stuff).

        I did have a moment of calming tf down on the drive back where I squeezed in a moment of observing my emotions with warmth “ah, there’s the wound up toy!” and it’s made a huge difference. but no more taxing the brain for tonight

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      24 days ago

      I third the hugs.

      it can be a comfort to do something or have something that is very familiar, fave tv show, movie, fave food,

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        24 days ago

        Thank you 💓 I pushed on with another hour of discomfort to resolve the urgent work issue I was gonna do on my work laptop, by doing it on my personal one instead (at least I worked out the bug and reported it so I feel a sense of closure and satisfaction).

        Now it is time for comfort food and tv show. and maybe I’ll call/message my aunt who is with my mum. My work laptop is fubar atm so I think of it as a sign from the universe to just stop.

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      24 days ago

      hugs

      I was getting BAD POOL cALLER lots the other day, but it seems to have resolved itself

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        It might be just me but that sounds like the name of some really bad Pornhub upload that somehow makes it all worse…

        I can’t get access to the bitlocker key for this laptop to roll back the update or do anything so I’m just gonna leave it with IT to sort out. NMP!

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        24 days ago

        I nearly thought that was a peanut (emoji very weird on desktop browser) and was ready to feel even more upset 😤

        but thank you for healing potat