Woke up craaaaanky. Which is annoying because I had a great night. But IDK if it’s the grey sky or the fact that it’s my mother’s birthday and I’m steeling myself for the inevitable guilt trip or that this break is nearly over and I haven’t really achieved anything or just GAH. Time for a cup of tea and to get the fuck over it.
Feeling a combination of cranky and guilty for similarish reasons too but being forced to get out of the house this morning has helped a bit. I was scrolling through dumb shit til 2am this morning and had to wake up at 7:30, I’m way too tired to garden but accepting that and getting through an extremely overdue library book in a chill cafe in a suburb I’ve never really spent much time in has been good instead. Better to feel things outside of the house than be in it all the time…
Glad to hear you did something nice for yourself! I ended up going for a walk along the beach and then had sushi for lunch and am feeling so much better now!
Woke up craaaaanky. Which is annoying because I had a great night. But IDK if it’s the grey sky or the fact that it’s my mother’s birthday and I’m steeling myself for the inevitable guilt trip or that this break is nearly over and I haven’t really achieved anything or just GAH. Time for a cup of tea and to get the fuck over it.
Feeling a combination of cranky and guilty for similarish reasons too but being forced to get out of the house this morning has helped a bit. I was scrolling through dumb shit til 2am this morning and had to wake up at 7:30, I’m way too tired to garden but accepting that and getting through an extremely overdue library book in a chill cafe in a suburb I’ve never really spent much time in has been good instead. Better to feel things outside of the house than be in it all the time…
Glad to hear you did something nice for yourself! I ended up going for a walk along the beach and then had sushi for lunch and am feeling so much better now!
It’s nice this time of year too, not as overwhelming on the streets, quite relaxed out there.