feeling OK today. You know that scene in the last air bender where Aang opens up his chakras? felt very similar (embarrassingly) to that. I’m not sure I believe in that stuff but its just what it felt like. First time I sort of bounced off the “avatar state” (or whatever the fuck the end goal of whatever this journey my mind is trying to take is). But I tried again and sort of got that connection. Was nice.

I just had this voice in my head go “Be brave, dig deep”. The music hit the right note and I just sort of fell into it.

Sadly, no sign of any bending abilities.