This shit happens a lot. I was looking for a lot of admin positions, and while I don’t have the experience I figure applying at a tonne of places I’d get something! My sister was looking for admin positions in a shorter time span than myself and got a job a few months ago. It felt so disheartening, like I was super happy for her but also like why is my job provider person not looking for me? Though I finally got a job in admin/writing so it’s not so bad. But yeah, I totally get how you feel. I don’t have any advice to offer but I offer my condolences and am a place to vent to.