My mind is quietening down. I am learning to shut up and listen with intent for the first time in my life. I’ve stopped running on caffiene and now enjoy afternoon naps and to wake up to find that my cats have crept onto the bed and are sleeping beside me afterwards fills me with joy. I still need some time off job hunting to work on my recovery but it’s going really well so far. One day at a time. I think to bang on the benefits of joining aa is probably unnecessary but I will I’ve felt more love from the new people I’ve met in the program than I’ve felt from most of my real life friends in the last I don’t know how many years. I’ve also found better support for my transition here than in any other place other that I sought out and got myself through professional services. I spent so much time in my community last week I can still feel the euphoria as well, but their support is automatic, yours is a something I am truly grateful for as it’s coming from strangers who may or may not know about the incredible personal journeys we go through in the early stages of hormome replacement therapy.

Thank you all, except the person who downvotes all my comments, no thanks for you but no malice toward you either, what you think about me is none of my business.