I kind of feel like that, but also get anxious. I can’t visualise anything, and although I know how long a centimetre/metre are, I can visualise how big 1.37 metres is in my space without a tape measure (which only kinda helps), so I hate purchasing size based things online. For general things, I do prefer online though. But expensive things give me buyer’s remorse, I guess cause of the lack of instant gratification