Ugh. I was planning on going on a train thing today, and have been a bit nervous all week (it’s a private members train run by a heritage organisation, so most people on there really like trains, and I’ve had a few bad experiences with a few of the diehards). I hopped into bed at 11:10 and started trying to sleep at 11:30ish. Ever since I’ve been seeing the time on the clock tick on and on and on every time I adjusted positions and definitely haven’t fallen asleep. Except at 2:20 I saw the time and kept trying to sleep, then at 2:30 I woke up because I had a really bad dream (pretty sure it was almost a daydream). And now I’m feeling sick, upset stomach kinda

I don’t even know if there’s a point trying to push past. Nothing’s really happened, so I’m almost wondering if I’m not actually sick but have just gotten so nervous I made myself sick or something. If I managed to sleep right now, I’d get around 3.5 hours of sleep, and that doesn’t seem enough to enjoy much of it