Ok, may as well just go back to daily rants and updates here. I think I finally might have bought almost everything I need for this place and almost removed everything I don’t need. The last part is a lie. I bought cats new toys and they still want to play with what’s on my desk. Bit the audio cables and stuff.

About to do another aa meeting. Did much better than getting drunk with my enabler today and the opportunity was there. One day at a time as they say. Higher power? Its those people, not some god or anything, I listened to them for hours last night and they’re pretty normal, believe in each other and what the teachings say, that we spend too much time being self indulgent and not enough time being giving.

I got upped on my hormones and tonight I feel superior to my old self in a lot of ways. Dr could have so easily lectured but I’m 100% honest with him so he doesn’t. We have a meeting of minds, informed consent but not just on the hormones. It’s very refreshing. ADHD likely he thinks also. Great. Got my wig bangs cut nicely too ,

After crying in the drs surgery to the replies I read about lamenting the dt dying I feel actually elated to see so many familiar faces here. There’s a few people I blocked in the past, and that was then. I’m sure we’ve all moved on from whatever petty beef we had. I hope so anyway.

Thanks for reading, this journal isn’t over than fuck. It’s been a good friend.