I, just wanna stop feeling anything. Never had friends but I could live with that, but I just want someone to embrace, someone that feels something for me, even if doesn’t last. Better than 0 for the rest of my life. This situation is slowly killing me.
The only thing that gives me some relief is gaming… (I read the post of like a week ago here that several dudes met their partner thanks to a videogame and I felt even sadder, why that wasn’t me? I’ve been gaming for 30 years now).
I wish you understand, we’re going in circles. I don’t like anything and most of the things you say aren’t a thing here.
It is impossible that you don’t like anything. You’re either lying/trolling, mistaken, or clinically depressed.
Most of the things. So some are?
I literally went to a neighborhood park hangout this weekend. It was just people in the neighborhood wanted to hang out. That kind of stuff can exist anywhere. You don’t need to like anything in particular to go.
But again, it sounds like you don’t actually want to do anything to change your situation.
I already said it, I like videogames but you and majority of people think it’s useless stuff.
Having a single interest isn’t very interesting or healthy. But fine, some people are probably like that. But for you, specifically, it’s not working. It’s not getting you any traction. You refuse to change anything, yet want change to come to you.
Furthermore! You can meet people via video games. There was a meetup I used to go to, pre-pandemic, that was around a single player game. Think “slay the spire”. We’d meet once a month at a bar, decide on the theme for the evening, and play and socialize side by side. Shit like that exists. Anyone can create it. But you have to put work in.
Lastly! You don’t even need interests to go to a lot of social events. Like a neighborhood picnic. I’ve even seen “speed dating” and “singles mixers” (and poly groups) on Meetup. There’s a get together I go to that’s just a once a month hangout in the neighborhood. No agenda, no fixed activity. People just bring snacks, talk, sometimes play Frisbee. Great way to meet people. But you have to leave the house
I keep telling you this and you keep ignoring it.
If you refuse to do anything but sit in your house and play your video games, it’s not surprising at all you’re lonely.
Those events you talk about aren’t a thing here. I really hope you understand
Where is here? Are you in the US? Are you on the moon?
You can always start your own event, if there really isn’t anything at all, which I don’t believe.
I’m not in the US, I’m not even an English speaker
I can’t help you without more information but I am confident that people get together socially in all places since like the dawn of history.
Edit: you’re doing okay at English as a non-native speaker, so you’ve got that going for you at least.
I wish I could show you a shot of the town at night here, there’s nothing besides a couple of bars but I don’t wanna be there. I don’t wanna be surrounded by noise and I’m trying to drink less