anticlockwise [love/loves, she/her]

in self-love, they’ve got us beat

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He had accidentally stumbled upon a small cleft in the rocks and, investigating, found that it opened out into an underground passage.

Armed only with a small prospector’s lamp he had walked along the tunnel, which was about eight feet high with smooth, carefully crafted walls, for about half an hour. Suddenly, he had noticed a strange light up ahead.

‘It was green – a sort of sinister green light… it got brighter as I walked along, and then the tunnel opened into a large cave.’

In the cave, David was greeted by the extraordinary sight of a number of mummified bodies lying either on the floor or propped up against rocks. The fluorescent light which glowed over everything seemed to make the bodies even more gruesome, and their distorted poses gave us the distinct impression that death had crept up on them unexpectedly.

Along one wall were a number of statues that seemed to sparkle dimly in the green light, as if they might be made of gold. The faces, too, appeared to be strangely similar to those of ancient Inca gods he had once seen. David also noticed that the corpses were dressed in strange garments that looked as if they might be leather.

Yet he told himself he had never seen anything quite like it before. His only thought was that it might have been a treasure house of some kind. ‘I felt as if I had stepped into somewhere very ancient,’ he said later. ‘That the people had somehow been laying like that quite unchanged from the very earliest times. But how long I just couldn’t even begin to guess.’

Despite his driving obsession to continue, David felt too nervous to stay in the green-lit room for long. For one thing he could see no source for the strange light. And for another, several of the bodies were grouped around a hole in the far wall of the cave which looked like a continuation of the tunnel. Although he couldn’t be sure, he had the uncomfortable feeling that they might have been its guardians – as well as the keepers of the gold statues – when they were still alive.

It is typical for the dark forces to employ the signs and symbols of Shambhala, acting under the “guise of light,” going as far as to use very name Shambhala, in order to desecrate them in some way in the eyes of the masses, who will not delve into the details. Hitler appropriated the oldest symbol of Life, the swastika, for use in Nazi emblems. Since then, for many people, this solar symbol has been associated solely with Nazi atrocities, and not with well-being. Incidentally, the earliest known image of the swastika was found in Ukraine.

However, anyone who uses something so sacred to cover their dark deeds always fails, because sooner or later it will turn against them. One more example is the number 24, which is sacred to Shambhala and the Masters. They especially celebrate the 24th day of every month, and in the 24th year of each century the Great Council of Shambhala assembles. So why should not the dark forces instil in someone the need for “special military operations” to be started precisely on 24 March 1999 [also the release date of The Matrix], or 24 February 2022, so that the millions of those affected would never again associate “twice the sacred macrocosmic number” 24 with something good and positive, as was the case with the swastika?

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there’s no snowpack! everything’s dry

another quiet evening alone to experiment with gender, drugs, posting, and the creative use of autistic and schizophrenic thinking to manipulate the reality creation fields

the green mountain peaks of the pacific northwest are very bad omens. i should not be seeing hemlock

weird how nobody thought of applying the ontological argument to Satan

there is a catholicity of the void.

the voice told me that there are earthquakes coming, that the sky itself will change from azure to a deeper violet, and showed me turkey, gibraltar, california, japan, and new landmasses in the pacific

the economy is doing good if i can afford housing and food. whatever those people are talking about is entirely fictional, and probably has a lot to do with the clever use of spreadsheets and the money printer. ‘the economy’ is a phrase they use that seems to describe the velocity of my continued impoverishment by a few individuals. right now it’s fast.

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sorry for the real vibes, but… the breaking point has gotta be soon, right? there’s no way it’s just me. the comet came, there’s conflict all over the map, the monotheists are going end times, and nobody can afford food: flash mob meme revolution? everyone bring your kitchen knives and meet at the grocery store? we’re talking about 1% of the people here. everybody can safely turn on the epstein gang before they get ai. please

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the relative ignorance and moral weakness of those inferior in love, will, and wisdom to ourselves should engender our compassion, and not hatred

mimicry produces an inferior image and the virtual is as inescapably shallow as nostalgia is stagnant; novelty declines inexorably, as does all pleasure derived: only mind-forged memory satisfies the creative artificer of desire and its reminescence

oh my god white people are something else

yes, hypothetically we could send impoverished black people in the third world who have practically no carbon footprint whatever random rusted old bikes with no parts standardization instead of doing anything to reduce our own massive consumption of fossil fuels. what the fuck would it accomplish? do you think the low cost steel bicycles they might pedal around are meaningfully contributing to climate change? is it just fun to deprive others of things hypothetically? is it a ritual?

where do these ideas and thoughts come from? how do they enter your mind and why does no critical kind of process happen? why do I encounter them?