* doses to pseudopregnancy levels of estradiol

“I’ll show you!!! >:(”

oki fine :'), I just felt bad because its off topic

Thank you so much! <333, didn’t know how to link a community '^^

Thanks! <3

as I have mentioned on another comment this is not half of it '^^, I have gone to two therapists but my experiences were mostly negative so instead Im just trying to surround myself with loving people and taking MDMA every now and than hihi~, it has certainly helped me unpack some traumatic experiences I had been supressing for years!

No worries!, considering the way I wrote it, I was already afraid that people would interpret it that way.

Although it still hurts and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.

I did not misgender other transpeople directly(there were none) so no, it does not count as harrassing a minority, it does count as gross hatespeach imo.

thank you!

you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold

hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.

A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.

what kind of believes do you think I should watch out for?

Oh I left so many twists of this journey out, because this is already rant enough :')

Thank you!, that is a nice way to think of it <3

Thank you, hearing that helps <3

and I would love some internet hugs :3

* hugs

thank you <3

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you do you but my lexer(flex) is not helping me socialize, dumb unix jokes aside, lovely advice <3, I will definetly give that a try!

for the small amount of advice I do have.

It always helps to be directly approaching people, a significant amount of people will positively react to being directly contacted, so fear really isn’t warented

advice for people in berlin: write me!!! * puppy eyes *… also there is a hackerspace called afra which is to a significant part queer, I go there regularly and the people are nice, its just hard for me to actually make friends/interact with people there because of the before mentioned sensory issues

Im happy to say, I have zero proper security practices, 90% of my machines run as root >:3 also CONFIG_MULTIUSER=N is something I have done, so I funny enough cannot relate

hi!!!, sorry I just woke up and came to the realization that room discovery in spaces is broken on my server, I invited you to all rooms and added the room addresses to the space description :,)

hihi, kind of ironic :,) , which is why I decided to switch away from them, but back then I couldn’t resist the tempation of using such a mail, also… isn’t the cock.li mascot just adorable!!! <333 >w<

well besides it being a bad way to convice somebody

for me, it is not about wanting to and its not about childhood(I am an adult and I still strugle + am told what a awful person I am for wasting food), I have a small selection of gland foods I can eat in comfort, everything else is unbearable to eat, I don’t refuse food because I don’t want to be nice and just eat up, I refuse because It is painful to do and might vomit it all back up again

hihi~

im embarrassed how long it took me to understand your joke and I still knew the handbreak logo :,)

also that picture is cute <333, maybe community picture material?

Hyia Tessa! <3

ooo, that sounds amazing!, I envy that!, I always wanted to go more down into hardware level, correct me please, with a distributed system you mean, an embedded OS, which you deploy in a cluster which shares its resources?, sad that you can’t say much, sounds rly interesting!

sorry if that is a silly question, your egg has just recently cracked? :P

tysm cutie! you don’t know how much I appreciate that <333, its a relatively new name but the second it came into my mind I couldn’t let it go anymore ^^, Tessa is a really wonderful name too btw!