There are also many solid arguments as to why a higher power exists.

Bullshit. You can’t provide any, because they do not exist.

After researching this subject, I came to the conclusion that those arguments for God are more compelling than the ones against, and Christianity carries the most solid and watertight explanation to who God is.

What you call “research” I call cherry-picking until you find that which confirms what you already want it to.

I wish you’d looked for therapy instead of a religious pablum to find your peace.