• spirinolas@lemmy.world
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    8 months ago

    I’ve had this since my late teens. It’s more common when you have irregular sleep patterns. Nowadays it’s more rare.

    It’s scary shit, specially if you panic. In time I’ve learned to control it when I have an episode and mostly succeed. But occasionally I still panic, but not like before.

    Wiggling a toe will make the movement come back slowly and if you recognize what’s happening and keep calm you’ll avoid the most disturbing hallucinations. You can even succeed in controlled lucid dreaming during an episode.

    I never saw the demon but I have felt its presence. It’s actually not as scary as it sounds. The scariest hallucinations were actually feeling people had entered my room and were intending to hurt me and I couldn’t budge. Once it happened with my old landlord when I was in college. He lived upstairs and I had an episode after falling asleep in my living room. I heard him enter my unit and saw him stand over me talking gibberish. It was so unsettling. I finally moved in a panic and I was by myself. He was actually a very chill guy, best landlord ever.

    A few times I was unable to move, alone in the dark, and suddenly moved unexpectedly only to see my girlfriend or room mate towering over me and tell me I was moaning heavily in my sleep and thought I was having a bad nightmare. I’ve wondered how many of the sleep paralysis are actually nightmares and we ARE asleep.

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      8 months ago

      I get that feeling of “someone’s in the house” every single time… Horrid even though I know that it’s not true.

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        8 months ago

        Don’t worry that’s just me… Really nothing to worry about , I promise

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        8 months ago

        Dude once I had this particular episode living in a first floor apartment. I was facing the opposite direction, but I heard my bedroom window slowly open and an intruder step inside my bedroom. I was absolutely fucking terrified thinking I was about to be murdered. Nope! Just sleep paralysis!

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      8 months ago

      This is almost exactly how it happens for me, I’ve never really seen “the demon”, but I know it’s there and I can feel its presence at a super intense level. Sometimes, I hear them walk into my room and stand over me. Other times, they’re just there, staying perfectly out of sight.

      The worst part of it for me is when I try to speak or scream and nothing comes out. That’s more scary to me than “the demon”

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        It’s interesting that other people call it “the demon” too. That’s how I’ve always thought of it. The demon comes in various forms for me. Once it was distinctly female with a feminine voice. Another time it was a gargantuan shadow beast slowly walking toward me to kill me. Very rarely it won’t involve a demon though and I’ll think a human is breaking in, or I won’t perceive anything in particular.

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      I haven’t had an episode in a long time but I would try to tell myself to just breathe through it. The moving an extremity would help too. The worse part was that I’d get them in bunches. If one happened I’d have to stay awake for a bit or I’d get them over and over. Thankfully never saw any demons; just a vision of my surroundings but I couldn’t move.

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      8 months ago

      I got shaken by the demon until it got shoved over by a white light in my teens. I wonder what kind of wires snapped in my head, probably knocked a few screws loose.

    • AWildMimicAppears@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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      8 months ago

      I’ve had a few episodes a few years ago while i was heavily depressed and my sleep pattern was messed up. i didn’t see much, just shadows in the corner of my eyes, but i knew something evil was in the room and i heard deep, demonic voices from behind. the first few times i was in a full blown panic, but i read about sleep paralysis before, so i at least connected the dots quickly… wiggling my pinky finger was my mode of escape.

      fixing my sleep pattern with sleep meds (by force) made it go away