I’m so fucking irritable right now, every little thing is annoying me and my chest is tight, I keep clenching my teeth. I’m very familiar with these things, these are how my body is telling me “go smoke a ciggy”
Problem is, I haven’t done that for a year and a half. I’ve had this happen before, sometimes years on into my quittings, its always random and it’s always insufferable, like I’m a former psychonaut who accidentally cracked his spine 20 years later. Does this happen to anyone else out there? Any tips? I had a glass of wine but it didn’t help take the edge off much
I have dreams like this too. In mine, I’ve always been coerced by friends to “just have 1” and then I do and I feel really guilty about it. Then I wake up feeling guilty for something I didn’t even do. I’m glad it’s only happening in my dreams!