I’m posting because I’m a bit bummed out I guess. I began the whole diagnosis process because I wanted clarity of wtf is going on with me. A clear no it’s not ADHD would maybe even have been a more satisfying answer than this.

Apparently I either have ADHD and my high intelligence allows me to compensate so much it masks symptoms for the tests. They did two intelligence tests which came out way above average it seems. I hope this doesn’t come off as bragging. It really isn’t as much of a gift as it may seem.

Or I don’t have ADHD but my cognitive function shows some similarities. And I’m also super smart. But somehow I can’t put it to use when it comes to my life due to issues with emotional regulation and tolerance for frustration which I don’t have much off.

How this affects my life is I can’t focus or do things I don’t find interesting at all. Same with things that don’t offer anything new to me. Being intelligent means I understand and figure out new things super quickly. But that means I get bored quicker and then struggle to do the thing. So I hopped jobs, surprise everyone how crazy good I am at the job and what a fast learner I am and whatnot. Then I hop job to the next. It never amounts to anything. And I got burnout or boreout. Depression. All that fun stuff.

Buf They can’t tell for sure which one it is by the metrics they use. Which just is so unsatisfying after it took to long.

The good news is the result still qualifies me for trying out meds should I decide to do so. Same for getting therapy paid for by insurance. It’s nice to have options so I’m happy for that.

Thanks for letting me vent my frustrations.

  • DonnieNarco@lemmy.world
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    1 year ago

    I feel the same way. I was supposedly diagnosed back when I was 6 (I’m 42 now), but it’s hard for me to get meds anymore because every doc wants me to get another diagnosis and I won’t do that. I am the same way when it comes to intelligence and doing stuff but then get bored quickly. I also pick up on new jobs very quickly and usually surprise the boss. All I can say is, I understand and hopefully ADHD gets more attention and stops being looked at as a fake disorder to get stimulants…