A few days ago I was one step closer to coming out but now I doubt its safe to come out. My parents just proved that they are extremely religious and would get pissy about how im bi ( actually omni but I use bi ) and how i despise the Catholic church.
The only thing stopping me from coming out is religion. Anyone in the same boat? What do i do?
Im pretty sure I care but my younger siblings get more attention. Coming out van help but I’m not sure. Either way the closet has been taking its toll on me. They are pretty deep in Catholic bs. To the point where I’m enrolled in religious shit and when I don’t go with my father to church they whine for hours. I live in Malta so conversion therapy is not a concern. As for pissy somewhere between big argument and disowned. But that’s mostly about religom.
So far I’ve been teaching my lil sis critical thinking and pushing back against Christian indoctrination. If they knew I’m agnostic (nearly an atheist) they would not take it well. I will keep this place posted. I just don’t want to flood the sub as its been kinda empty and in filling it with my problems basically.
Thank yoj
Yeah… ok. I see. :|
The way I see it, coming out is not a matter of if, but when. I used to think it was private, that I didn’t need to come out… but then one day I got into a huge public fight with my family about politics (my family has huge far right tendency and my father is basically a Nazi), it got messy, I was hurt and I came out here and there.
We’re not on good terms, my father and I. At all. But I’m adult, living far from them. I felt alone and it was painful, but at least I was out of his reach, he couldn’t influence or affect anything other than my feelings.
If that would’ve happened when I was a minor, still living with them? Who knows what kind of shit would’ve went down.
So based on what you’re telling me, I’d say that you have to be strong. It sounds like you’re the oldest? Protect your siblings, they may say and do dumb shit, but if you have their back, chances are, they’ll remember it.
For your coming out? I’d say: Keep it in. As long as you’re a minor and not independent from them.
One day you’ll come out to them. And that day, maybe they’ll tell you that you should’ve do it, that it would’ve been ok. If that happens, remember that it’s not your fault, don’t feel guilty about time wasted, it’s ultimately them who made you feel unsafe about coming out.
Protect your siblings. But don’t ever forget to care for yourself first. Don’t be selfish, but too much selflessness can be self-destructive. Find the right balance.
You don’t owe anyone anything, especially with who you are.
I’m just keeping my siblings safe and trying to counteract religion. They are my only bet on coming out eventually. Its not too late to teach them to not be bigots but idk how. They are 5 and 3 and im not sure how I can explain lgbt to a child. I actually care about my 2 siblings
Well, I don’t know about that. However, people will often go to children who got into school if they have a girlfriend or boyfriend. I always make it a point to ask “both” if someone asks it first.
Like, someone will go to my nephew and be like: You got a girlfriend? in a joking way. Which, you know, I’m not sure how I feel about asking this kind of questions but whatever. If I do ask that question, I’ll always ask it like: Do you have a girlfriend? Or a boyfriend? making sure that my tone stays the same, to not indicate that there is a difference between the two, that both are equally valid.
Basically, I don’t explain it, I just make sure to make it sound normal. I don’t have to explain why it’s ok for a boy to like another boy, for example, nor do I say it is. I just talk as if it is normal, because it is.
Hopefully that’s helpful. :)
I’d do that but they go to an all girls school atm and nobody asks if my sis has a bf
Yeah, that might want to wait until they’re actually around puberty, a common thing is people getting understandably angry that 5 year olds are being asked about their nonexistent significant others. But the general idea about intervening to present more than one gender as a valid romantic interest is solid.
I honestly think searching the internet would be helpful here.
I know a lot of us are on Lemmy to avoid Reddit, but their LGBTQ+ subreddits probably contain people in similar situations who got answers to their questions about how to survive an intolerant religious family and how to best approach this topic with young children. I’d say that browsing Reddit for this kind of thing really is not a big deal. Go browse Reddit for answers, I personally weigh people not being bigots over sticking to the Reddit protest. If this rankles, there’s also alternative front ends to Reddit that don’t give them traffic, so you can basically browse Reddit without breaking the protest, without giving Reddit anything. https://libreddit.projectsegfau.lt/r/LGBTQ/ https://libreddit.projectsegfau.lt/r/lgbt
Thank you. Although I’ll make a post here too. This place needs more activity
You mention that the closet has been taking a toll. You have to weigh that toll against the potential / likely consequences of coming out, both short term and long term.
Closet is probably safer tbh