At the risk of sounding corny or edgy, I feel like I’m balancing on the edge of light and dark. Sometimes I’m very righteously angry with the world and then later I feel stupid about the anger or even shame. Trying to be more positive but negativity is so easy to slip back into when you’re not looking and every slip or meltdown feels like you’ve reset your progress.

Trying to come out of the shadows and make friends and community and shit but I let myself down in that regard a lot. Life could be better but a lot of it is what you make of it too.