I’m pretty sure im bi and have identified as bi but am starting to question if im actually bi. Not really sure how I can prove that I’m actually bi to myself

  • Bicyclejohn@lemmy.mlOPEnglish
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    1 year ago

    Not sure if I’m really attracted to guys. It could just be connected to the fact I don’t let myself watch guy porn. That’s probably it tbh

    • narshee@iusearchlinux.fyiEnglish
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      1 year ago

      What do you mean with “you don’t let yourself watch” it? You don’t enjoy watching it, or is it something else?

      • Bicyclejohn@lemmy.mlOPEnglish
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        1 year ago

        A boundary I made for myself. Basically 3 weeks ago my bf went mia. I fell back into my porn addiction but decided I wouldn’t let myself look at guy stuff. It was 20 days of constant sadness and while things got slightly better since last weekend he still hasn’t come back.

            • narshee@iusearchlinux.fyiEnglish
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              1 year ago

              That’s no problem, don’t be sorry. I just don’t have good advice to give on such topics. On such serious topics my advice might be more harmful than helpful

              • Bicyclejohn@lemmy.mlOPEnglish
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                1 year ago

                At least things are getting better. Before last weekend I’d spend my days crying in my room. It feels wrong that I’m distracting myself but at least I’m not as perpetually sad now.

                I just worry that by watching porn I’m being unloyal to him