• Eol@sh.itjust.works
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    2 months ago

    I was taught reading is stupid and I was yelled at when being taught. Therefore I am stupid and don’t read. Adults taught me learning is for losers and everytime just acted like assholes with their ways of teaching. Now I live a wasted life, created by their teachings. They could have just had respect for human life but I guess there’s something bigger than that that they wanted to portray or hold. It was nothing to them. Just another thing for them to make money off. They could have taught for real, but they chose to just have a job and no soul or birth a kid with no drive to raise. Sometimes I wonder if they don’t really know why they teach or why they have kids… Because it seems like they willfully play a part in a sinister game. Even their children weren’t conceived for their own reason. Just had and left to suffer. The greatest truth i know is heartlessness dominates humanity. Nothing but animals.

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      2 months ago

      I’m sorry you feel that way. It sounds like you had some really shitty people in your life and I hope you find some better ones. 😔

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        2 months ago

        Thanks I appreciate that. But I’ve given up. And I don’t say that to get sympathy… I’m done with this place. In a week I’ll be coasting on my life savings. Then what ever happens happens. And tbh it’s the best I’ve felt I I think. It is what it is.

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    2 months ago

    I know exactly what it was for me. I used to read all the time in elementary and middle school, right up until 7th grade. To encourage kids to read, they implemented a reading requirement from 1st grade and up.

    Upon completion of a quiz, every book with a length of ten pages or longer awarded a point per ten pages. Depending on the grade level, Five to twenty points a month were required for a satisfactory mark. Points did not carry over from month to month.

    All the avid readers in my class quickly came up against the same issue - we were reading fucking novels like Eragon and Harry Potter, and they were individually good for one month each. After that, we had to start fishing for things to read, and what was once a treat became a chore, simply because we had to do it for a reason other than the enjoyment of the story. I remember getting chewed out for doing a quiz for an Amelia Bedilia book because it was on the list and I couldn’t be assed to read something more challenging to top up my points.

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      Similar here. The “you need to read through page 95 by Thursday” for years ruined it for me. For over a decade after leaving school whenever I’d try to read something I’d just obsess over the page numbers and how long until a chapter break. It’s only very recently I’ve managed to get mostly past that and actually been able to get into what I’m reading.